Chapter 7

Well, I am not going to lie I haven't even read the chapter but after posting last week I decided to take personal time and act to empower myself to have what I NEED.  I NEED love, power, freedom, and fun.

I have my freedom now as I acted on my post from IPOH Chapter 6.  I am single.  Not only am I single but my Dad is seeking treatment today for his Alcoholism.  My life could be better right now as I feel I have so much to be happy about but I am having a hard time BEING HAPPY about it.  Anyway I didn't want anyone to think I just wasn't posting Chapter 7, I just am not ready to take the emotional roller coaster each of these chapters seems to take us on yet. I look at the book everyday and just can't bring myself to open it right now.  Between tackling what I needed to tackle for myself and my father tackling what he needed to tackle I just can't handle too much more right now.

Thanks to all of you for your support and wonderful comments you have left me.  It is hard to write about it because of fear that others will judge you.  However, as a class we have proved that theory wrong when each of us posts we give honest heartfelt feedback.